Auto blue Amnésia mystery

I really don't want to give up anymore, since the beginning its growth is strange, growth seems slow even with mycorrhiza use. this strain has been something to think about as I don't have easy access to varieties I prefer to go as far as it goes, its initial growth came strange when starting its first couple of leaves it looks like claws, it's hairier than the normal ones. I've seen it touch your stem and I smell strongly.