1st ever indoor grow Dun Dun Dun!!

Hello fellow like minded individuals and potential friends😜 i figured i would write a lil paragraph as a sorta introduction. So here i go................ I began dabbling in growing marijuana quite a few years ago so im not exactly a novice cannabis cultivator but i definitely cannot claim any form of expertise whatsoever. Ive always been a avid pot smoker and a hot Damned just okay gardener!!! Lol!!! I actually would consider myself a pretty good gardener ive never been a flower kinda girl, I find beauty and enjoy a perfectly ridged mature pot leaf and giant leafed alocasia, rare philodedrons and largest species of tree ferns. Which i have several specimens of each and ive successfully grown and some ive had almost 10 years and even propagated hundreds of pups, corms, Rhizomes and bulbisi. I am a hoverer though and cannot leave shit alone I never caught on to the LIFTA method ( Leave It The F*+k Alone), ive rescued rare plants on there last leg, brought them back and had them thrive and reproduce But.........( i feel terrible and embarrassed because Ive killed at least 100 air plants ive purchased in the last 5 years!!! (Omg you guys are now the only other people who know my secret!!) Lol! So ive been planning for a indoor grow purchased the materials had seeds i set aside for it and then kinda pulled it out of my ass 1 day in mid October that id go ahead and start off 3 auto blueberry 420, and 2 feminised photoperiod White Widows all of which i had leftover from my 1st experience with autoflowers over the summer, 2 autos and 1 of the widows popped within 24 hours of germination through the trusty ol paper towel method!! the official date was October 16th, these guys took off once planted into there now permanent 3 gallon black fabric pots, ive rigged half my closet as a grow room, with 190 watts of Led full spectrum and a cpl T5 blurples along with 2 small fans for circulation, these girls are doing phenomenal!!!! Im almost afraid that something is going to go wrong and its caused me to really worry weather i can provide as mother nature does???? Like i dont think these ladies are gonna be awesome just soley from good weather, my super soil mix, and lots of water closeby! So ive been obsessing about it and decided to purchase a Hygrometerweather station and a 4 in 1 soil light fertility moisture temp tester. Which have so far worked crazy well?? And my girls are looking on point. in the photos I have the plants marked with date and strain on blue plant labels so i can decipher which is which and others may as well, I am so hopeful my babies will grow big and strong and award me with a decent harvest right in time for Christmas. Well thank you for any tips and advice i really appreciate your input. Thanks guys

Hey guys, so im into week 5 for 2 of the blueberrys, week 5 for my photoperiod white widow, and week 3 for 1 white widow and week 3 for my last blueberry seed, everybody looks good! But theres the oldest blueberry who is massive, yo guys i mean since i put this baby in soil its taken off faster than ive ever experienced!!!!! But.............looking at the 1 who is the same age ive realized i stunted her pretty bad!! In my attempts to increase my yeild i topped her then began to tie branches down, i mean shes really taken to the Lst, but shes incredibly small!!!! ( which is heartbreaking bcuz know i did something to stunt her) and now she cant reach her full potential 😭 But overall its been a good week for the girls, theres lots of new growth and i spotted signs of preflowering in my biggun!!! Those all too familiar white pistils have began to appear and i am so proud!!!! i adore the beauty and amazement as i get to watch each milestone reached by choosing to grow indoors and i find the faint fruity pine pot scent is intoxicating!!!!!! I dont want to jinx it but i think i actually am providing everything they would receive outdoors?? With my testers and weather station govee im able to immediately tell and remedy any issues!! But i know how shit goes and they could be gorgeous and doing great 1 day then find em near death hours later!!! But i have hope for these guys!! Thanks everybody