I’ve checked your diary bro! I’m sad to say that leaves do not appear healthy. I’m thinking about the soil mix which you might have used….. as a beginner I would start with ‘light mix’ bag soil (there are many brands) with perlite already dialed in. Water only when required, ensure that it has dried before watering again—-the ‘dry’ time is as good as ‘watering’ time. Moreover it appears to be attacked by some pest. I would recommend to use Neem oil. Keep trying bro! Start is always difficult, been there, already made those mistakes myself….Best wishes