@Ultraviolet, I need to be hard on myself, that's how I can progress best, I need to tame myself. I'm going to start again, but not as complex as the others, so as not to stress freaky mother, and I won't do aerial rooting, it seems difficult but it's simple, you have to listen to the plant and look carefully its growth to analyze when to work it, I don't yet know the shape I want to make it
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