1st time, stealthy Auto Amnesia

5/7/20 Today I defoliated a bit because she was becoming sooo bushy. I can't tell whether the tea has had a good effect or what because it's my first grow and I don't have any reference regarding outdoor organic buds... All I know I'd that the buds smell heavenly, are sticky as hell and are fattening. In conclusion, if the tea hasn't done good, it hasn't done bad either. I was thinking about getting flora grow nutrients but here in Italy there's no way to but them. Literally no way. I'm so angry :( if anybody knows where to purchase them (or knows a valid organic alternative), please let me know! 6/7/20 The lens is here! Lol it's so difficult to attach the lens to my phone camera! I probably should have bought one made for the phone 😂 moreover, I didn't want to get too close to the buds because I was afraid to ruin them. Anyway, it's so good to be able to see those little trichomes! They're shiny! I'll try and take better photos, I swear 😂 Today I also found a very big cardboard box that I'm going to use as drier :) 7/7/20 The bugs are gone finally! And we have a new little friend, a tiny tiny spider named Spidey. I think I'm going to let him stay for a bit, his small cobweb is full of mosquitoes, aphids and stuff so he's doing a great job! Moreover, he's staying away from my buds so he doesn't bother me at all. I'm wondering if it's a common thing among growers to make friends with a spider😂 9/7/20 Today I gave her a pretty haircut and now she looks like a spider lol. Buds are fattening but I'm not entirely satisfied, next time I'll try using some nutrient and see how it goes. 10/7/20 It's 11.30 pm and I've just made a blitz to see the girls. I hadn't programmed to visit them today but a massive storm is coming and I don't want to waste all for the hard work I made for some wind and rain. I didn't have the time to carefully check them but overall I don't notice anything suspicious. They look fine. Oh I'd pay for a safe place to grow them! Finding the moment to go and check them is always an adventure and I feel like playing chess sometimes😂 I wish I can sit in my garden and calmly observe them without having to run every time. Watering is also so difficult! I purchased a 5 liters tank but I can fill it in very rare occasions so most days I have to go around with my gym bottle ahaha