Grow # 17

Lots of lights.. My plan.. One plant.. Extra lights see what she yields.. 4 week veg. I think I don't really know it's not really my decision. I started on water when I saw the little new leaves coming up around day 3 I think... I added very light amounts.. I have no idea how old she is roughly 4-5-6-7 days lol... It's been really bad diving head into this and talking. Reconcile was one of the first steps.... I reconciled my relationship to my Gardens. I'm a bit off so anyway what I started to understand with my ladies was MY will or my extra effort means nothing to them... They have their own will to grow and live. Me forcing my will on them doesn't allow them the opportunity to grow... That's not saying you should do what I do... It's me saying I found a relationship with my Cannabis plants that I never really understood was even there... I am only their caretaker or parameter provider... They show me what they need and how they are feeling. So I give them that and I don't force my will. Very profound understanding of what that means to me. My will means nothing. The You that is in you is also the you that is indeed in me, There is no other only noise and nonsense.. WE ARE ALL ONE. Even people I can't understand... Free_Hongkong I understand you, your attitude is only a reminder of what I was in the past... Trying way to hard... I hated you for reminding me of my own failures and misgivings... No longer.. There is no peace in disagreement.. And there is no peace in Misunderstandings, posturing and Egocentric behavior. This is one perspective or one idea... It's not wrong or right or anything.. It's just different from what you may be doing 😁 If you wanna talk about... You got to deal with a bit on my crazy explanations. If not then I truly wish you best of luck it's an incredibly rewarding hobby. Growing Marijuana Saved My Mother Fucking Life!! Fight the power, Show others the way you ought to be so you can show them the way they can be. Peace and love. Truly thank you for reading my crazy.