Strain
So the first batch was harvested. I gave them a try to get the dosage right.
13g Wet low dose, tried them and didn't get much other than very relaxed and laid back. Felt an overall feeling of well being and happiness but little else.
24g Partially dried, mixed with food. Where to begin... First 20mins felt like I downed 6 beers, 40mins felt like I downed a bottle of wine, 1 hour in and my body started to dissolve and reality began to melt away.
Spent the next hour and 30mins watching "Good Boys" and seeing alien Jellyfish appearing on the walls, tunnels made of fingers/eyes/faces/plants appearing from nowhere, seeing lights pulse into different colors, flashes of white blips around the room and a very alien face from a different dimension appearing on the ceiling swaying back and forth smiling at me.
I found my way into the bathroom and looked in the mirror and saw myself appearing as hundreds of different people of different times and races in different parts of the world going all the way back to caveman times then back further to fish climbing out the sea and even cells dividing, even saw other planets and alternate versions of reality/dimensions ...my eyes by this stage were giant black holes that were watering and I had a slightly disturbing grin on my face, I looked completely insane.
After telling my partner I was infact an alien jellyfish creature that came to earth to learn about human beings and that I found "mortals" very interesting in their behaviours I escaped into a black room in my house where I saw hundreds of beings all around the room holding hands and observing me, they were all made of patterns and complex shapes and seemed to be swaying in a slow dance to me. Then things got very personal, I felt a connection to all of my ancestors,I felt like thousands of people were looking through my eyes and the ALL MIGHTY himself "spoke" to me and told me about what it was, what humans are, the meaning of life, the evolution of man, how reality spoke to humanity and also how the earth itself speaks to human beings and influences their decisions and hundreds of other "facts" that would be far too insane to describe in this journal. For a few minutes I thought I was God itself.
I was starting to come down and by this stage I felt very at peace with myself, everyone else and the universe (that was speaking to me), the idea that pain and suffering could even exist at this stage was completely foreign to me, at this moment I felt everything and everyone had purpose in the universe, nothing was truely good or evil just a different aspect of "all that is".
After regaining some composure and remembering I was human, I spent time with my partner and had a long in depth conversation with her about our relationship, the house we live in and where we are going, it was an invaluable conversation where a lot of issues were solved, the come down lasted nearly two hours until my eyes returned to normal shapes.
This is a very feeble explanation to what I experienced as what I truely experienced I can't accurately describe, it was truely incredible and life changing. I feel I could go on a higher dose next time but it was a BIG experience.
The next day I was completely wiped out and fell asleep in the afternoon, my digestive system was a bit delicate also...
