SDMN2 Blueberry Auto (1st FIM)

Sooo, I just dont have my heart in this update today. I lost a monster plant this week 😫 and it wasn't anything that was done wrong. My cat killed it to be vindictive. She got tired of me kicking her out of her sunny spot in the room so she hid in there overnight and literally climbed in the plant and tried to poop. Like wtf?!? Its like she killed the magic of growing altogether with that Wedding Cheesecake plant and I can barely find the will to even water the others. My heart just isn't in it right now. I used to be ridiculously excited about my plants and now I'm just like meh.... its like a death in the family that'll take awhile to get over... As for this girl she's still like a toy but I boosted her up and she's liking being close to the lights. Not gonna be a yielder which I already knew but at least she has the chance to make it to harvest. Topdressed this week also with a 50/50 mix of 2 tbsp each AP and F&F. Other than that nothing much to report. Wish I could trade this for my WCC back....