Botched Grow

~~~~~3/23/18 - Watered and fed: -Big Bloom: 3/4 tsp -Grow Big: 1/4 tsp Both in 1/2 a liter of pH 6.3 water. Equals 1.5 tsp/L Big Bloom, and 1/2 tsp/L of Grow Big. Fae was showing signs of nutrient deficiencies again. The fertilizer I had given her wasn't enough. Gave her a full-strength dose. Had to wait until the soil dried out from when I inoculated it, though. It stayed wet the entire week. Even today, it was still quite moist 1/2 inch below the surface. I don't want to overwater her, but she needs nutrients badly. Her growth is weeks behind what's normal for an autoflower, the oldest leaves on her are completely yellow, and the newer leaves are deathly pale. She's going to be a shrimpy plant, and my harvest will likely be a fraction of what could've been reasonably expected. Mauve's newer leaves are green, but streaked. Don't know if its deficiency or genetics, but I slipped her some fertilizer too. Mauve is laughably small. I doubt she'll get taller than 2 feet, and I doubt she'll yield any more than 1/2 - 3/4 an ounce at best. I get sad whenever I look in my grow tent. My last grow went so well (for a newbie like me) compared to this one. I guess I'll just have to see how they take to the fertilizer now. If they love it, and their growth explodes, then happy days. If they die...well, I'm not sure if I'd even be that torn up about it. But what a waste of some expensive seeds and nutrients it would be!