Itās ok, it happens to most of us. I once saw a comment by one grower to another that I thought rang true. The grower wrote; āSmoking marijuana may not be addictive, but growing it is.ā
I couldnāt agree more! Relax my friend; this isnāt a problem, itās a hobby that takes on a life and demand all its own.
Enjoy, and happy growing!!